Dear God,

All I can say is thank you for helping me get through this week! The long hours, short staff, and relationship retardation I have developed all made this week kind of trying.

But on the plus side, it felt so good to get back into the studio again, I am excited to see my sister tonight, and I am SOOOO glad it is about to be the weekend.

I need to make good use of this weekend. I have a lot to do, but you already know that.

Please help me to get all my stuff done and have time to relax.

Love,
a

Dear God,

Sometimes, even I am confounded at the things I get myself into. I really hope you have a great sense of humor, and that this is just supposed to be funny. At least I am able to see the irony. I guess I saw it as a chance to get past the hurt, and laugh about the irony. It will be interesting to see how this plays out... Answering a personal ad that was posted by an ex...

I rolled out of bed late this morning, and went to work early, go figure. But I am super appreciative of getting invited back to work in the studio. I LOVE to sing. You already know that though.

Today has been trying. But as much as it's trying to get me down, I'm pushing back harder not to let it get me down. That has to stand for something.

Love,
a

Dear God,

As I fumble blindly through life, this last year has brought me to spiritual exploration. There are times where I felt though I were confidently striding in the right direction, and times where I have felt so lost and conflicted. I find myself still seeking, still needing to grow, and still feeling very lost.

I question my Faith, sometimes. I feel like I want to believe certain things, and then I can't wrap my head around them, and I just give up. And, God, I am sorry. I wish I could be this shining reflection of you, but I find that I have failed. I want to write you, so that maybe this "one sided" conversation can help me figure things out, help me to rebuild our relationship, and express myself in words.

There is so much more...

Thanks for listening,

A