Dear God,

As I fumble blindly through life, this last year has brought me to spiritual exploration. There are times where I felt though I were confidently striding in the right direction, and times where I have felt so lost and conflicted. I find myself still seeking, still needing to grow, and still feeling very lost.

I question my Faith, sometimes. I feel like I want to believe certain things, and then I can't wrap my head around them, and I just give up. And, God, I am sorry. I wish I could be this shining reflection of you, but I find that I have failed. I want to write you, so that maybe this "one sided" conversation can help me figure things out, help me to rebuild our relationship, and express myself in words.

There is so much more...

Thanks for listening,

A